Always, since I discovered him in my last year of graduate school, Franz Wright’s poetry is with me. Even during one of the times when I’m not really reading much poetry, I pick his Pulitzer-Prize-winning book Walking to Martha’s Vineyard off the shelf occasionally and read “Fathers,” a terribly sad poem about Wright’s own father, poet James Wright, and about God, whom Franz Wright discovered somewhere along the way. My own faith is very nebulous, but for some reason when I read about God in Franz Wright’s work it feels incredibly powerful. I guess that’s the mark of an excellent writer–to be able to make non-believers into believers…or something.
Franz Wright’s life, as recorded in his poetry, has not been an easy one. There was alcoholism, homelessness, mental illness, and a great deal of other tragedy. Here is “Asking for my Younger Brother,” from Ill Lit. Enjoy.
ASKING FOR MY YOUNGER BROTHER
I never did find you.
I later heard how you’d wandered the streets
for weeks, washing dishes before you got fired;
taking occasional meals at the Salvation Army
with the other diagnosed. How on one particular night
you won four hundred dollars at cards:
how some men followed you and beat you up,
leaving you unconscious in an alley
where you were wakened by police
and arrested for vagrancy, for being tired
of getting beaten up at home.
I’d dreamed you were dead,
and started to cry.
I couldn’t exactly phone Dad.
I bought a pint of bourbon
and asked for you all afternoon in a blizzard.
Dante had words with the dead,
they had no bodies
and he could not touch them, nor they him.
A man behind the ticket counter
in the Greyhound terminal
pointed to one of the empty seats, where
someone who looked like me sometimes sat down
among the people waiting to depart.
I don’t know why I write this.
With it comes the irrepressible desire
to write nothing, to remember nothing;
there is even the desire
to walk out in some field and bury it
along with all my other so-called
poems, which help no one–
where each word will blur
into earth finally,
where the mind that voiced them
and the hand that took them down will.
So what. I left
the bus fare back
to Sacramento with this man,
and asked him
to give it to you.
(? Franz Wright, from Ill Lit: Selected and New Poems, Oberlin College Press, 1998)
Monday was a day that many of us trolled Facebook and the news, looking for response?understanding?solace?connection?to the acquittal of George Zimmerman in the Trayvon Martin case. I didn’t vociferously follow the case, though bits of it kept piquing my interest–like the young woman who had been on the phone with Martin when he was shot, who was called as a witness and whose language might be called non-standard. That fascinated me: that a woman who might have information to implicate Zimmerman didn’t use the “right” words (I know there were other problems with her testimony, but her language was what fascinated me).
Here’s a silver lining to a depressing ending in a depressing case: when these national tragedies happen, some beautiful writing arrives. A friend posted on Facebook this evocative blog post, “Dear America, It’s Not You. It’s Me,” which made me remember that great Mark Twain quote: “Loyalty to the country always. Loyalty to the government when it deserves it.”
And many, many people are posting the fine poet Langston Hughes’s poem “Kids Who Die,” which I’ll share below.
KIDS WHO DIE
by Langston Hughes
This is for the kids who die,
Black and white,
For kids will die certainly.
The old and rich will live on awhile,
Eating blood and gold,
Letting kids die.
Kids will die in the swamps of Mississippi
Kids will die in the streets of Chicago
Kids will die in the orange groves of California
Telling others to get together
Whites and Filipinos,
Negroes and Mexicans,
All kinds of kids will die
Who don?t believe in lies, and bribes, and contentment
And a lousy peace.
Of course, the wise and the learned
Who pen editorials in the papers,
And the gentlemen with Dr. in front of their names
White and black,
Who make surveys and write books
Will live on weaving words to smother the kids who die,
And the sleazy courts,
And the bribe-reaching police,
And the blood-loving generals,
And the money-loving preachers
Will all raise their hands against the kids who die,
Beating them with laws and clubs and bayonets and bullets
To frighten the people?
For the kids who die are like iron in the blood of the people?
And the old and rich don?t want the people
To taste the iron of the kids who die,
Don?t want the people to get wise to their own power,
To believe an Angelo Herndon, or even get together
Listen, kids who die?
Maybe, now, there will be no monument for you
Except in our hearts
Maybe your bodies?ll be lost in a swamp
Or a prison grave, or the potter?s field,
Or the rivers where you?re drowned like Leibknecht
But the day will come?
You are sure yourselves that it is coming?
When the marching feet of the masses
Will raise for you a living monument of love,
And joy, and laughter,
And black hands and white hands clasped as one,
And a song that reaches the sky?
The song of the life triumphant
Through the kids who die.
(? Langston Hughes)
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